Suffered from some burnout today and ended up staring at the wall for about 45 minutes near the end of the day. I've been doing a lot of training pretty ceaselessly. Gamedev training, art training on the computer, my sketchbooks, physical training, a diet, all for months. Sometimes it all takes more energy than I have to give, and sometimes I feel a sense of panic as my ability to see my mistakes outpaces my ability to correct them, then things even out as my ability to correct catches up, and the cycle continues that way. Sometimes I become afraid that I will not be able to get good enough "in time" to be relevant in any way, and that I won't be able to make any games that anyone pays any attention to and that can be a crushing thing to deal with in these times.