my goals are pretty dramatic. this is just me NONE OF THESE goals wont be relatable

• get severe carpal tunnel and cubital tunnel in both arms by age 50
• get as esoteric as possible with the art through billions of iterations
• maybe mimic nature. idk. maybe other shit

how did i do?

• didn't draw that much relative to goals
• didn't draw with my left hand taht much. left hand is going alright but its only bout 10% of my drawing time. idk if i even upload left hand stuff here.
• got slightly more esoteric. im already used to making abstract art, just not visual art. always feel like im 1000 hours away from it being esoteric. idk. i could easily go another 5000 hours into drawing and not feel like i started. i want that really esoteric shit from billions of iterations

atm im doing 2d symmetry and atm i feel like i could feasibly go like say 2000 hours just in this exercise and still find new combinations. open invitation to doing 2d symmetry gang.

idk if i really planned on being stuck drawing 2d shapes. but i really enjoy it and its quick to make and i think the combinations can keep going. when i first got into art i was more interested in the destination. but now i spent so much time making art. not drawing. and im more interested in the process atm. and the process being the end goal atm. dunno i just want my art to be esoteric atm. machines bout to start making all the best abstract art so its a pretty pointless goal atm.

overall, im pretty happy with my progress this year.