these are two looping songs where i like the sound enough to submit it here : )

Redid the song from last week! :)

Just so we're clear
we're already here
and you want to head back

So overwhelmed
you lie on the ground
Let the bugs crawl all over your hands now

I know these things can't control me forever
It can be hard to bear with me
I know these things can't control me forever
I know it's not fair for you or me

It's hard to take your advice
when we both know I'd never try

not sure if i like this or not

lyrics:
just so we're clear
we're already here
and you want to head back

so overwhelmed,
you lie on the ground
let the bugs crawl all over your hands now

i know these things can't control me forever
it can be hard to bear with me
i know these things can't control me forever
i know it's not fair for you or me

it's hard to hear your advice
how do you even think i've been trying?

( i also re-recorded "sunset song" from 2 weeks ago, forgot to share it: https://twitter.com/killingeva/status/1419294660049006597?s=20 )

made for ohc, kinda rough but i like this song. might rerecord at some point : )

Lyrics:
It'll be good this time
to watch the sunset
Don't let your mind wander off
it'll take you back to
all the bad places

And don't let your thoughts intrude
When you see
a wreck so beautiful
All you crave
in your brain
is for your hands to take me there

[chorus]
You unlearn, you unlearn
how to swim, how to breathe
How do you even cope in the first place?

more than a minute!!
not really a lyrical song but the lyrics:

talk for days when you're not sick and tired of me i'm
gone to waste and i'll just stay indoors
like this
even if it never ends
even if it never ends
even if it never began for me

: )

lyrics:
thanks for checking up on me
i'm emotionally dead this week

could have had
better days
but my bed is stealing time from me today

and i'm totally uninspired
and i'm tired.
i'm totally uninspired

recorded on my phone again sry

lyrics:
it's about time that you know how selfish i am being
it's about the only way that i have held together

And what are you doing now?
When will you weigh it out?
Just the way you are
It's just the way that you move on

hope you know now that i won't meet all your expectations
it's about me i'm so boring, broken, tired, end of story

Lyrics: https://eslee.dev/songs/nuisance-lyrics.mp4

i didnt use guitars this time wow

lyrics:
you'd die in my hands
i'd take good care
if i knew to care
you'll lie in the sand
when the waves pick up
you'll be on your way back soon

very short song, just wanted to record something

Lyrics:
all of my friends
they're doing fine
i don't mind them lying
guess all i'll say
everything's okay
even if you're not this time

Gave up on the voice memo thing...

Lyrics:
How far do I fall until I catch ya
Doesn't even make any sense!
Wishing well to all that I meet there
and all those who will be gone

Been thinking a lot

I'm sure you've taken all this time to think
With all that rolling in the bed you haven't got
a ton of sleep!
It's past 9 o'clock
It's past 10 o'clock

Been thinking a lot, lately

not happy about this one but i did make the vocals clearer

it's a song this week

i'll be sticking to voice memos this year so sorry about the quality